I made the Varsity Soccer team. It's really not like reaching Nirvana, as most people think about Varsity, if they knew the state of the girls soccer teams at Oscar Smith. I worked my ass off running and playing to make it, though. 

What am I even doing? Fuck LiveJournal I just realized how much I hate this.

So, once again, any plans that I've made for seeing Liam are out the window. Spring Break and summer were basically my only opportunities, but apparently the Almighty is not quite so benevolent as to allow me to see my best friend face to face.

My mom's spouting off about how "we're eventually going to be at war with everybody" (she's speaking of the end of days when Jesus decides to show up again) so we may as well go to war with China because they blew up our satellite. But she has such an air of superiority and condescension when she talks about things like that it's sickening.

<angst>
I hope I get asked to Ring Dance.
And IB can suck a big one. Soul-sucking source of endless work and hassle. But I wouldn't trade this experience for anything.
</angst> That's all.

So.. it's been a while.. 

But I got Liam his sweet ass birthday present which I will send to him in Florida forthwith. I'm excited.

I'm mad, though. I'm not allowed to speak to one of my best friends due to some major acceptance issues with his madre.. apparently I'm a bad influence. Which is bullshit. I was just the only person who would support him through things his family wouldn't. He can't even look me in the eyes anymore.
We'll find a way around it.

Wal Mart is so gross!
But they're prices are so nice.

Enough said. Thanks, mom.